| | I have re-read my last few posts and they seem to be full of excuses and promises - I've decided there will be no more promises or excuses...I'll just write when I feel like it.
I am happy...
I enjoy my work. It is busy and demanding, but I am handling it. I am trying to work out what jobs are available for next year so that I can start to plan my work (and perhaps a change in living arrangements) for next year. Hopefully, I can stay at the school I'm at and consolidate what I have done this year. Moving schools and starting all over again will be tough to do again...I'm now at my fourth school in three years, I think that's enough moving around.
I have wonderful friends and a full life. I have become far too reliant on my diary to make plans, otherwise I find I may have committed myself to be in two places at once - but this is hardly something to complain about! I have a loving and supportive family, who put up with my all my faults and idiosyncrases.
I am emotional...
Weddings are a big focus at the moment. Alison's is only 6 weeks away and we are in full flight with final preparations and organisation. Brian's will be 8 weeks after Alison's, so not much time to turn around and do it all over again! It is an exciting time in their lives and I am thrilled that they are marrying wonderful people. I am finding myself feeling sad and teary at times, yet happy and excited in the next moment. This mix of emotions and the highs and lows are things I have struggled with for a while now.
It is also a lonely time and not just because I am single. I am happy and I would much rather be happy and single, than in a relationship and unhappy! I do have moments however, when I am lonely. I think I am lonely without Mum, without her here to share these moments.
And it does go without saying - I would love to have my own someone special in my life....
I am tired...
Between work, my social life, my family and being emotional (!), I just never seem to get enough sleep. I also don't think it helped to have spent the past three days on camp with seventy-four Year Five students in the Blue Mountains, Bathurst and Hill End....that's more than enough to put anyone over the edge!
To conclude...
Life and people continue to change and I am definitely wiser for the experience - and also the new light in which I see people. |
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